To whom it concerns. Written: Wednesday, Sept. 16, 2009 - 8:07 p.m. Eating/Drinking: Watching: Hearing: I need you to stop being a jerk. Really. Stop insulting me, stop getting mad over things that mean NOTHING! (the Aion server, does it honestly matter?!) Stop being irrational, stop asking me about things just so you can attack me on them. This is not proper communication, this is not starting up a conversation. Maybe if you have nothing nice to say don't say anything at all. I guess that's what you've been doing because you barely talk to me and then moan at me for not talking to you. Well, first off, I have other things to do as well (college) and second of all, you're hardly fucking approachable when you're in one of your shit moods, which seems to be more frequent lately. Stop deleting the Ventrilo channels or whatever for no reason. Stop the fucking drama. You have to actually solve problems, not just pout, stomp your foot and turn around like a little baby. You have to be able to talk about it, you have to believe in eachother. That's another thing, you never believe me. You always assume bad things about me and never believe what I say afterwards. WTF? Also, stop remembering only the bad things, what about all the good times we have? You just seem to easily forget about them when you're moaning at me for not playing games with you enough or whatever. All I ever am is nice and caring, I don't yell and I don't insult on purpose. I mean you must realise at some point when you're being a total jackass towards me? I never hurt you, you're only hurting yourself and you continue to do so. I'm sick and tired of all this negativity, even when you don't say anything negative your tone of voice says it for you. A solution might be to talk to some one, some one professional. I am considering things. I won't put up with this shit forever. Mood: First entry ~~ Previous ~~ Next ~~ Latest Entry